Welcome to the Boxed Thoughts Beta
Welcome to the first beta for Boxed Thoughts. This release focuses around bringing the site up to par with stability and easy of use. A lot has changed and a lot more is to come.
There are a couple of things to note while using this beta:
- This is a beta
- So there are most likely going to be bugs popping around
- Some things will work one minute and break the next with no explanation.
- There's a bit of limited functionality as parts are ported over.
If you're ok with the issues listed above, then feel free to use the Boxed Thoughts beta. Please note this last thing: while we will try and make sure nothing will harm your account, by using the beta you are accepting that an unexpected error can cause extreme damage to your account. We'll do everything we can to help you out in this case, but it could possibly happen and take awhile to fix.
Enjoy.
Welcome to
Boxed Thoughts Hey there, welcome to the most open corner of the web, Boxed Thoughts (or as we like to call it, BT). To your right is a pool of thoughts we like to call a "Thought Stream". That is the main Thought Stream which is more like a river, flowing with every public thought ever posted. You can take part in the action by signing up or continue to read the stream as you are now. |
The Thoughtstream
I've been invited, but I don't think I should go.
I feel like I don't belong anymore and my being there would make things worse. i wonder if i ever really felt normal, i can't remember.
I'm experiencing a fully blown identity crisis.
I'm going to go read some and then I will sew those pockets and edit some photos.
There are still times when I want to make myself be sick after eating, regardless of how much/little I've eaten.
I feel like I should journal at some point. I think so much has happened that I haven't had time to sit down and process any of it.
it will be a bit embarrassing but it shouldn't be if i that's what i want to do.
Menstruating profusely.
Days like today just make me realise how much I miss having his friendship. Feels like there is a massive gap in my life still. Angry at myself for letting it be there.
I don't know how much more flirting I can take before I need something more.
I liked the first doctor. =[ oh well. Okay, deja vu is something I will never get used to.
I've had it more times than I can count.
They keep changing the Matrix. 'nothing ever, ever goes my way' Went through some more stuff, but I still need to deal with the closet full of craft supplies. Seems everyone I know is getting divorced these days.
Seems to say a lot about the idea of marriage.
Just not sure what.
I know it's a good thing that we're back to flirting. But now that it's all happy, where do I go to talk about the negatives I feel?
I have no-one.
oh no, im gonna cry. =[
almost done with season 1 of Doctor Who
I've barely eaten in 2 days. Why do I still feel fat?
*sigh*
I want my best friend to talk to me.
Oh heck, subconscious, you are awesome.
Keep stopping me from making bad decisions, please. Missed having podcasts to listen to during my work day.
Nice having news and knowledge coming back in my ears. Tried to take my spanish ID
out of my wallet,
but I'm just not ready to lose that identity yet. I might not go to bed tonight. i have a lot of work to do and feel motivated for once
I'm kind of excited to go to work alone today. [=
Oh god, perfect job for me, working with people I already know. I hope she goes for it since I can't.
Dude, I am stoked. I start "it" today. God, thank you for medicine. I love you man/woman! :)
I am laughing at the fact that I am still in love with the same girl. I need to meet people. And remind myself she moved on and happiness is all I want her to have.
Zombie.
Such is why I was happy without internet.
Up WAY too late doing things that shouldn't have trumped sleep.
I am going to make it through this..I am.My soft heart is not going to break me down
My cat and dog are getting way too used to me being home early. So am I. This is temporary. I really need to find a purse of some kind. Dreamt in spanish.
I am so homesick for Madrid right now. it could work. spent far too much money but my new hoodie is so comfy and i have hair dye at last, goodbye washed out blonde! And I need another fucking number from some paper from 2008.
Joder.
I want to watch elf.
I really don't want to call the bank and deal with this shit right now. What is wrong
with me That only reminded me of how you really had nothing to worry about at all. Fuck. Why am I crying right now?
I have a midterm
in 2 hours.
she is like a child. she doesn't get what she wants and makes me feel guilty. it's so unreasonable of her.
 Still can't believe I caught them having sex in the living room.
Still can't believe they were dumb enough to do that while we were home. ROFL. shows? shows. Aaron has "big boy" hair. :) [picture] timing. Damn.
Still 15 minutes until SWTOR is back up.
What do while I
wait? :| And I'm back.
I'm very hapy with myself and what I got done tonight.
Even washed the dishes too! /backpain readiness. This drink is supposedly an "acquired taste." Well, I hope I acquire it soon, because it is disgusting. (Cayenne, apple cider vinegar, honey in water) 4th place with a skeleton team isn't bad at all
Regret. Confusion. In-love. Not in-love. Trapped. Still thinking about you when I should'nt. Miss you. Wish I kissed you.
Mmm, hello, 4 a.m. Haven't seen you in a while.
i do actually want to go out. yes! I feel like writing.
Brb.  System of a Down, Limp Bizkit, Slipknot, Framing Hanley, Underoath, Staind,
Zebrahead, Relient K, Trivium, Marilyn Manson, Alter Bridge and IN FLAMES!! Aww yeeeaa, hanging out with Theo and Stephanie in a few weeks. oh god. so miserable today. and i'm not allowed crisps or chocolate because it's lent.
I'm gonna rescue you so you can rescue me too. I believe that communication is better when it's concise and specific but I guess that's mechanical and in some ways inhuman.. I really just do not know what to do. Stressed
Depressed
But well dressed And so it began a great battle of haikus I think he still won What can I be expected to do when someone I care about gets hurt?
I can't sit here and do nothing.
It's not how I'm built. Starve Starve Binge Exercise Starve Exercise Binge Starve NTS: Buy my own copy of The Psychology of Everyday Things Un jour je serai honnête avec mon coeur. The problem with having iTunes and Spotify working.
Up way too late updating my music. Still, needed to be done. Just weighed the options and ... not worth it. Okay, I'm in love with Blue Sky Black Death. That's right. I just used the word "bromance" in my thesis. What matters is that he gave me his number. I watched everyone carry their pinhole cameras from class to class and didn't think much of it. Now I think it's awesome. I wonder if they got to develop, too.. "Everywhere, people stare, each and every day.
I can see them laugh at me, and I hear them say-ay-ay...
Hey! You've got to hide your love away." I feel nervous standing behind the counter Lol.. thinking back, why in the world didn't I take Photography as an elective in high school? Because I was taking auto-cad.. wth. Lol.. Lemon or Apple Beer?
Slowly but surely now.
For the love of Feebas. One more section, you can shower and sleep. Two more before class. Two more after.
Was it two wills, one mirror holding us dearer now.
Only three Ghibli movies on instant play.
How sad :(
(: i love how i feel right now.
♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ My parents are fighting again. God dammit. CRANE FLIES AND SPIDERS, JUST GO AWAY FROM HERE.
he makes me smile (:
How in the hell did I lose both pairs of dress shoes? Where in the hell are they? with the lights turned on. Fuck, I'm exhausted.
Hopefully tomorrow I can get some more stuff done, but for now I have to go to bed. yeah i'm not gonna do that again. Fantastic workout tonight but I broke part of my headphones. :( Maybe I could get a job in Auckland in a second, yeah.
But maybe I don't want to leave Christchurch. So after a lot of thinking, I've realized that I've just been thinking like this because I miss him so much and I was scared.
did 3.5 miles on the bike, and 1 mile on the treadmill, like 1/3 of which i jogged. (this is a big deal for me... lol)
♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ I am probably still immature, but I still hate when my parents give me a lecture. It's mostly because they start bringing up all these other things that arent really big problems just to make their point seem more valid. It just makes listening them annoying. Lecture me. okay. that's fine. but my attention goes straight out the window when they bring up all the other "mistakes" I've ever done in my life that dont even relate to the subject. These midnight
cravings are really
hard to curb .
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I'm Mary and I'm Martha all at the same time.
I'm sitting at His feel and yet I'm dying to be recognized. Loading more thoughts...
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